Today we celebrated our 8th wedding anniversary. We are so excited for this upcoming year and all of our hopes and dreams coming true. We have wanted to have a family for so long and it's finally happening. In past anniversaries, there was always a bit of sadness and the feeling of being a failure. I know it was wrong to feel that way, but every year that passed was a reminder of what we hadn't been able to have - but this year we are so full of hope and joy! I always tell Brandon, "I love you more today than yesterday, but not as much as tomorrow." And I imagine that is what being a parent will feel like, as well. Also - just a little tidbit of information, less than 100 days left in the pregnancy starting tomorrow!!! Check out our little pregnancy/adoption tickers on the bottom of this page, we have a countdown!
Happy Anniversary! I don't think it's wrong to feel the way you felt. It's a justified feeling. But I'm so very glad you won't have to feel that way and that you'll have a little munchkin to spoil and love.
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